fucking beautiful

fucking beautiful

boom

boom

Your voice echoes in the back of my mind, I see your face when I close my eyes…

lolz

lolz

Venting/Ranting/Bitching.

Ignore this, keep on scrolling…

Ugh.

Just when I think I’m moving forward getting over this girl I dated for a little over a year and a half [long for my age and longest I’ve ever been with anyone].  Why does she have to go on saying “I have to tell you something”  and I think ”Oh it must be important…”  so I say “I’m all ears.”  and it turns out to be about her seeing someone we hung out with [as a couple] with that persons girlfriend, kinda like a double date…  I mean I kind of figured there was something there because my news feed shows random stuff and if you’ve been with someone for that long you know how they flirt and stuff…  And she tells me it might just be more than a fling. 

Great dude.  Then she asks me so whats new whatsup, and I think okay hey keep it cool.  Not a big deal.  But it wasn’t really neccessary for her to tell me.  I don’t know…  It just made something inside me feel unsettled. 

Now I’m feeling down.

Obviously not completely over her.  Bummer.

end of stupid rant,

I miss being in love, being in a relationship….

but you know what?

…I dont miss the fights.

And I’m liking the single life.

Nothing is serious.

…But it lacks passion.

BUT.

I’m finding the passion in things I love and do more of now that I’m single,

Music.

sew qute

sew qute

FOOD NOT BOMBS

FOOD NOT BOMBS

yum

yum

so cute

so cute

:]

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